Happy Birth Day Whyyy~

Hi, you..

Remember me ? No ? Ah, it's okay...

To remember that you have have forgotten someone is just another way of saying, " I still remember you " yess, me again.. just something like that. Me about you...

I've become an expert at hiding my true emotions. I become more of a women everyday.

Had I know it was the last time we met. I would've hugged you tighter. I would've said I love you louder. I'd have let you go.

The untold goodbye is the most aching I didn't even realize when you were gone. I didn't even see the shadow of your back.

All the sleepless night, all the half-awaken day, I miss you in between.

You forget to remember me, I remember to forget you.

Like a foot print on the beach sand blown by the wind, the memory of you fades away.

I've actually forgotten you. You stay in stories I tell people. In smell and nostalgia. You stay in the empty space that you left behind.

It's impossible to forget people, especially those who leave deepest mark in your heart. But you can always learn to live without them. That's me, now.

But today, let me saying:

Febuary, 12 2013. Your day, Happy Birth Day..

I may not be the first one, nor the one u’ve been waiting for but from the bottom of my heart, Wherever you are, may GOD always protect you, keeping you healty, prosperity, happy and success hunn.. Aamiin. 

I hope life treats you kind and I hope you have all you’ve dreamed of. And I wish to you, joy and happiness. But above all this, I wish you always be happy. 

 

May God always blessing you. 

 

My best regards,

dini 

My way to cherish someone #6

Glaukoma pada mata~

Hai, udah baca donk beberapa postingan bersambung yang isinya captured chat whatsapp-nya aku dengan temen 'misterius'-ku ? *tsaaah, istilahnya jelek bener. Yaaa pokoknya temen ku yang beberapa sedikit cerita tentangnya udah aku posting sebelumnya di 'My way to cherish someone' and the reason nya ? terus part 1, part 2 dan part 3 nya ? belom yaa.. yaaaaa... baca gih, baca deh, biar jumlah review aku nambah gitu. hihihiiii..^^

Yowes, kali ini, capture yang aku mo posting bisa dikasi tema "glaukoma". Apakah glaukoma itu ? yess, bukan makanan donk pastinya yaa.. Ntar aku gugling dulu..:p

Dapat cerita, ternyata mas nya punya glaukoma. Nah, satu teori terbantahkan lagi, bahwa gak semua yang sering/ suka pakai kacamata item itu tukang pijet :p

gak semua yang cakep suka pakek kacamata item itu aku.. *lho.. hihihihi

(narsis is a must yaa.. ^^)

Konon, katanya tanteku, oprasi nya si Adun itu mo dilakukan di Jakarta dan setelah cross check ke Kuching, Sarawak Malaysia, biayanya kurang dikitlah dari di Jakarta, hanya aja bisa dipastikan segala fasilitas dan standar pelayanan nya beda. Lah wong banyak yang bilang begitu kan.. dan ternyata dokter ahlinya itu orang Jakarta yang juga bekerja di Kuching, dia sendiri yang bilang. 

So ? simpulkan deh, kalau si Adun itu dapat glaukoma bukan turunan tapi karena salah resep obat, sebelumnya dia didiagnosa mata alergi sinar matahari. Karena tambah parah, keluarga sepakat buat coba periksa ke Khucing. Dan hampir telat banget, yaa tadi karena dia udah lama dikasi obat yang salah. pfiuuuh... :(

Sempet yaa aku Narsis (it a must...^^)

Haduuuh Glaukoma tuu gitu banget yaa ternyata, aku taunya siih versi nya si Adun, dia sampe udah gak bisa ngeliat kalau gelap atau terang sekali. batas sudut pandang sejajar kepala aja, dan hanya fokus depan. Bidang kanan dan kiri blank. :(

Nah, kan.....

Ini yang bagian 'dicongkel' murni ceritanya tante ku yang menampingi saat oprasi si Adun.... :O

Pfiuuuuh, banyak siih sebenernya informasi tentang glaukoma di Internet asal mau cari dan baca aja siih, aku jujur gak pernag coba gugling tentang penyakit itu. Waktu 5 tahun lalu dengar cerita tentang spupuku si Adun itu, aku murni dapet infonya dari dia langsung atau dari tante dan om.

Well, satu ilmu lagi sebenarnya, khusus buat aku yang dulu malas buat cari info ini >,<

Dan jujur, dari cerita-cerita dengan mas superr ini, jadi niat banget gugling cari info. Buat apa ? yaa buat nambah ilmu dan jaga-jaga kalau sampai terjadi (amit-amit nauzubillahii jangan sampe) terjadi ke orang-orang terdekat kita, Jadi kita gak buta Iinformasi lagi.

So, maka ersyukurlah buat aku dan kalian semua yang matanya sehat~

Segala puji bagi Allah.. Alhamdulillaah

ketjup, dini :*

My way to cherish someone #5

 Jum'atan~

 

Kali ini captured chat nya hari Jum'at gann,,, diih gan! Juragan... ^^ Jadi ceritanya kan beda ruang, jarak, pulau... eeh benua dink! jadi beda waktu donk yaa...^^

Dan aku baru tau kalau saking cuex nya orang sana yaa, Sholat aja pakek celana pendek asal nutup aurat (untuk laki-laki aurat kan dari pusar sampe lutut) wuiiiih... ambil syarat syah nya doank keknya, etapi patut di-apresiasi donk, yang penting mereka dengan sangat sadar menjalankan perintah Penciptanya, sholat Jum'at. Dan mungkin aja sebelumnya itu mereka lagi jalan santai jadi cuma pakai celana pendek aja..

Keep Positive Thinking ^^

So you juga yaa terhadap postingan ini, balik lagi ke kalimat andalah: this is my way to cherish someone called friend...

Nanti kalau ada isi chat yang sekiranya 'agak' mengandung info dan gak susah ngedit nya aku capture lagi dan posting deh.. hihihihiiiii

Ketjup, dini :*

My way to cherish someone #4

Kep the fuck off~

(* Fokus, Usefull, Commitment, Knowledge)

hay, 

Udah baca postingan ini kan part 1, part 2, part 3, postingan sebab musabab dan stranger ? belom yaa.. ya sudahlaah... hahahahaaa.....

Ini kelanjutan absurd nya, muahahahaaa... Enjoy!

yess, Curiousity is the basic step for get a better knowledge... ^^

a note from a bestiest

Dear Y. W. S

Both of you were shaky ever since the separation couple months before. And have no contact. And then you both were together again. She visited you. And the love was in the air.

Before she left to goes back to her town, you told her that you wanted this Long distance relationaship work out and wanted to see her again, so you could assess your relationship.

But, the distance, the different faith between both of you were unresolved.

That’s understandable. You were madly in love with her and deeply involved with her after several years of looking and waiting the girl of your dream, perhaps and you had no idea that she was her, who is diffrent with you. You know what I mean.

On the other hand, she did everything possible to try and win you back. She worked hard to convince you that she was genuinely sorry, that she had made a terrible mistake by telling the problem (your problem) to your friends and that she loved you.

She issued a public apology and went on an all-out campaign to get back together with you, everywhere.

Now she is “bummed” and was “blindsided” by your decision to turn your silence into a trial separation. But she is “determined to make it [your relationship] work no matter what it takes,”

Nevertheless, as determined as she is to make it work, she’s missing you terribly, especially since you’ve been “barely picking up” her calls and hardly “responding to her messages,”.

She wants to visit you but her handlers have convinced her to hold off, so instead she’s written you an emotional love letter.
Get herself into terrible love story.
She is pining for you. She knows she’s responsible for messing up what was once a close and loving relationship. She knows she has no one to blame but herself.

You have always been a devoted boyfriend who has never flirted with or as much as ever really looked at another woman since you’ve been involved with her.

But the problem is that she is seriously holding out hope that “everything between her and you will work out for the best,”. And she is giving you “space.”

We hear that she was actually ready for marriage before you surprised her with the trial separation.

Now I can certainly understand how you wouldn’t be ready to make that commitment to her after your doubt about your differentiate betweet you both, but I really think that if you’re sure you will break up with her after your 'March with love in the air'- and then couples months separation, then you should do it NOW.

In other words, if you are just using the diffrentiate between you both as an excuse to put off an emotional breakup for couple months, then that’s just not fair or honest.

It may be terribly difficult to break up with her for many reasons, including not wanting to hurt her, but keeping her hanging on isn’t fair either.

Keeping her in a holding pattern for months when you have no intention of carrying on your romance would be torture for her.

So— if you know for a certainty that you are over your romance, as heartbreaking as it is, you must tell her!

Find a way of course to tell her in person, but don’t make her wait holding out hope, for months.

You Have To Make Up Your Mind Sooner Or Later!

On the other hand, if you genuinely are uncertain and undecided then take your time. But you should probably relent soon and let her visit so both of you can see how you feel!

Hey— you’re a great guy and I know you wouldn’t want to hurt her intentionally.

You probably don’t realize what a tough time she is going through right now, but think about it. If it is over for you, it’s better to break the painful news to her — sooner than later!


Sincerely, your both fellas.

a Random Convo

Once upon a time.

Girl: How lonely stranger's life is...?

Boy: Loneliness is worth price of a liberty of mind some said.

Girl: Well if it's a choice yess. But, nothing forces can be recognized and still have the liberty

Boy: But sure, life is a matter of choices one took.

Girl: well.... I got the point.
so, What's better cure to a lonely heart ?

Boy: What's better cure to a lonely heart, rather than knowing that someone somewhere has the same thoughts and feelings?

Girl: well, yeah... It makes someone feels good instead. Less lonely.

Boy: what's in your mind right now... What do you feel ?

Girl : Of course I'm fine.. Great, actually. Never better. It's a beautiful day. Isn't it ? :)

Boy: Yess, and so am I with all my egocentric mind. One straight question, no offend.

Girl: Yess.. Please..

Boy: Are you always this straight forward when talk with everyone ?

Girl: It depends with whom I talk with. When I talk to people who wanth the truth, yess I cut the shit out. Brutal truth. :p
But to some other that refuse the truth just give them smile and nod.

Boy: I'm sorry...

Girl: why sorry? you did no mistakes so far..

Boy: sorry for the thought that might come in your mind

Girl: which thought ? Cut the shit out. Be honest to me

Boy: no, I just really like the way you act, the way you thought. I just like you :p

Girl: hahahaaa now I hate you ;p

Boy: I love you too :')

My way to cherish someone #3

who is him ?~

Temen aku... kenapa ? :p

Nah, setelah diperbolehkan dengan syarat dan ketentuan berlaku, hihihiii selanjutnya aku akan mem-posting beberapa percakapan absurd kami sebelum terjadi *halaaah percakapan informatip. Yaaaa informatip buat aku doank kek nya, karena sebenernya bisa di gugling kok yaa.. dasar akunya malesan aja. ^^

Sebelumnya postingan ngehekk itu ada di sini > part 1 dan Part 2 beugh! kayak sinetron bukk... :p yaaa mumpung orang nya boleh dan gak komplain dijadiin bahan tulisan. Iseng-iseng nambah postingan gitu. Biar isi blog gak cuma cinta-cinta aja, bocenn... hihihiiii.. (bisa bosen juga tah si dini ini,, :p)

Well, dari sekian banyak chat yang kemaren, kemaren, dan kemaren nya, yang agak 'gak privasi' banget yang ini, pengungkapan jati diri hahahahaa.. dan tetep aja aku edit dikit siih. Yaaa karena syarat dan ketentuan yang diberlakukan itu tadi.. :p

Jadi, bermula dari sinyal kacrut sana - sini waktu kita komunikasi via telpon.. 

Jadi, ceritanya aku gak sengaja gitu tau jati diri yang bersangkutan. Dari mana ? dari mbah Gugel donk dari mana lage.. :D

 Zzzzzztttt.............. -_____-"

Solo... Kota seribu dua ribu tiga ribu kenangan... halaaah....macem pernah ke sana aja.. >,<
Eh kenapa musti ke Solo ? Kriikkk....

Gak, jadi jalan-jalan karena Batavia bangkrut! Rute Pontianak-Jogja semrawut.... hihihihiii *alasan,, :p

 Ini menyebalkan ini, musti sebut umur gitu ?!!! ( -___-)

 kemudian curcol deh si dini.... hmmm

 kesebut key word nya... haduuh...

'maen fisik' bukk... balas dendam pakk... umur dibalas penampakan... hahahahaaa

 pfiuuuuh, syukur bisa disensor Pic nya... muahahahaaaa

 Hmmm..... :evilgrin:

Hahahahaaa begitulah, macem chat chat kalian juga kan dengan temen chating hmm sahabat pena kalo istilah dulu-dulu...

esensinya dari tulisan di atas ? Gak ada.. seneng aja, buat postingan. Dan lagi lagi dengan kalimat andalahku, Itu cara aku untuk men cherish- apa sih bahasa Indonesia nya yang cocok?- seorang teman ^^

Mungkin di next postingan bisa aja si anu atau si anu yang aku ceritain. So, Enjoy my blog eaaa ! ^^

Ktjup, dini :*

Everything happens for a reason

Hay, 

Mungkin udah pada baca postingan ngehekk aku sebelumnya? yang judulnya My Way To cherish Someone #1 dan #2, belom yaa? hahahaha siapa gue kan yak sampe segitunya disimak (._.) 

Well, that's okey, noproblemo. *agak merajuk >.<

Ngeblog gak semata-mata untuk dibaca orang kok, pada dasarnya buat aku, blogging atau posting di blog pribadi ini adalah satu cara relaksasi, menyalurkan hasrat, minat dan bakat *tsaaaah..

Dan sebagai reminder diri sendiri akan sesuatu. Yang bisa aja suatu saat jadi bacaan, karena sebisa mungkin sebenernya setiap moment hidup itu berharga, dan pengen diabadikan bukan hanya dalam poto tapi bisa juga dalam tilisan. Yaaa seperti yang aku lakukan ini. Hmmm... semacem diary gitu, hanya aja isi nya random alias suka-suka aku.. yaealaaah wong blog nya aku.. ^^

Kembali ke benang merah *halaaah Jadi sebenarnya, kalau boleh aku ceritakan agak lebih mendetail di sini. Aku blakangan kenal tanpa sengaja dengan seorang teman baru. Iya, teman dari negeri antah brantah hahahaaa

di postingan sebelumnya udah pernah aku ceritain, dikit.

Kalau ditanya, " kenapa siih nyeritain orang tersebut, apa gak punya temen lain ? apa pentingnya ? baru dapet temen baru yaa ? " baiklah akan aku jelasin di sini.. *Ehemm...

Yaaa pertama-tama biar yang bersangkutan gak GR gitu hihihhiiii ^^ yaa GR dikit gak papa deh wong emang bener dia sumber postingan aku blakangan ini.

Kedua dan seterusnya adalah, awal mula nya agak 'aneh' aja prosesnya, ajaib :p. Iya, dimana kami gak sengaja gitu kenal nya lewat social media Twitter. Well, hari gini kan yaa.. kok masih percaya ama dunia maya ? aku sih masih! kok? yaa kenapa enggak kan ? selama bermanfaat dan kita bisa menempatkan diri dan bisa memilah milah dengan bijak, segala sesuatunya terus musti bisa disaring-saring mana yang baik dan buruknya (kayak ngasi tau anak abege baru kenal inet deh si dini :p) insya Allah ntar feedback nya bisa baik loh buat kita.

Mungkin banyak, temen-temen yang tertipu atau bermasalah dengan dunia maya. Tapi balik lagi, mungkin proteksi kita yang kurang baik atau lagi apes aja.

Oiya, di Kaskus juga sistem pertemanan nya bagus tuuh kalo aku perhatikan, hanya aja aku belom jadi bagian di dalamnya ? kenapa ? karena telat tau, norak yaaa ~_~ dan gitu buat ID lupa terus password dan email nya, hahahahaaa.. cuma jadi silent reader aja sekarang.

Nah, dari kenal yang bersangkutan itu banyak hal sebenernya yang aku dapetin selain hal-hal absurd yang gak usah diceritain. Dan awalnya aku kira ini orang semacem bapak-bapak hmmm om-om yang iseng diwaktu luang nya gitu dan kebetulan tau dan kenal beberapa temen aku di TL (Timeline twitter).

Dari situlah, banyak cerita-cerita, dan yang buat beda adalah kadang aku gak cuma share cerita absurd atau curhat ala-ala aku gitu doank. Banyak info dan share macem-macem. Dari ngobrolin hal absurd bisa merember ke hal lain yang penting gak penting, telat gak telat tetep dibahas dan ujung-ujungnya aku dapet ilmu baru. Iyaaa, aku agak telat tau kali yaa yang dia udah tau duluan -__-

Another conversation with him.. One of those things that always make me harder to realize it. Everything happens for a reason.

Dan, yang buat lain dari yang lain juga ternyata yang bersangkuta ini (ribet bener din nyebutnya... --") ternyata seorang pendidik gitu. Nah, aku bocorin sedikit info tentang dia (sedikittt, padahal buanyak.. muahahaha) dan yaa klik aja gitu ngobrol temenan dengan beliau. Ternyata si bapak tersebut seorang tiiiitttt (sensor) pantes kesan nya kalo ngobrol tuu kek lagi bimbingan aja gitu. Jiaaaaah.... key word nya kesebut.

Well then, yang bersangkutan dari awal sebenernya agak hmmm bukan agak tapi emang semacem nutupin jatidirinya. (Yaaaelaaah macem Bruce wane aje, curiga Batman gitu yaa... hahahahaaa.. ) tapi menariknya adalah, lama-lama dari hari ke hari, mulai dikit-dikit yang bersangkutan membuka tabir misteri dirinya hahahaaa. Hmmm tapi sebenernya itu kebanyakan aku tau sendiri siih. Ehh bukan aku resek stalking loh yaa.. murni secara kebetulan! K E B E T U L A N. Pfiiiuuuuh. Dan aku insya Allah gak akan ungkapin segamblang yang aku tau, ini sesuai permintaan nya yang bersangkutan, yaa setidaknya yang bersangkutan sendiri yang mau buka-bukaan.. :D

Nah, aku taunya dikit-dikit entah pas lagi ngobrol apa gitu tau-tau menjurus ke pengungkapan jati diri yang bersangkutan (bahasa lo dini... gak nguati.. :p) yaa gitu. that's the power of trusting siih kalau menurut aku. ^^

Begitulah, dan setelah dengan berdebar-debar ria aku publish postingan tentang dia, terus aku bilang ke yang bersangkutan maksudnya izin gitu meski telat :p..

Ehh taunya responnya asik benerr... dan dianya gak marah, malah ketawa-tawa (GR deh sepertinya.. muahahaha) Yess!!>_< 

Well, dengan tidak bermaksud lebih, ini hanya suru-seruan dan norak-noraknya aku aja posting tentang yang bersangkutan (capek yaa nulis istilahnya... --") ini. sekali lagi, this is my way to cherish someone call 'my friend' 

bisa dibaca di sini sih postingan sebelumnya, Part 1 dan Part 2 nya ^^

last but not least, like he always say:

"Everything has its reason. And the reason is completely complicated to described. Only can be determined not to be judged "

ketjup, dini :*