Diary oh Diary...

Dear You,

I've never had this feeling before
Even if I'm not used to it, it's OK
My pride needs to leave right now..

I have so much to tell you that I end up have nothing to tell.

Some loves are better unsaid. Some goodbyes are better untold...

I won't hurt either you, nor to myself.

The night passed by so silently
That kind of dream...
I don't want to have anymore.

I want to protect you and myself as well.
I've thought about this before. How many times..? Countless.

You are too good to be true. Too high to be reach. Too out of my league. And here I'am be stupefied  by you with your all.

I didn’t mean to fall in love but you made it so easy, it was somewhere between.... Umm...

I can't tell... I don't know, it's just happen.

I want to see your face, and to you, I give up, up, up, up
I can't hide or pretend anymore
Let's face everything honestly, I really sorry to say it.

How long for us to keep being connected as ordinary friend meanwhile, I'm still holding this heavy feeling?
What's there to be proud of?
If I had thrown it away earlier,
it would've been so much better?

Silently, unknowingly, pulling away
Until it becomes memory (for me)

Don't know....

Every night, you quietly come into my dreams. Yess, you are the man of my dreams, but turn up real. You are not an imagination figure. You are, alive.

Let's continue having this kind of dream self.

I'm not joking, it ain't a lie.
This kind of feeling cannot be suppressed.
I'm helpless against your charm.
But to you, I'm give up.

The you who exists in my mind is so alive and wonderful.
So unbeliveable.
Your smiling and shining face.
Makes it difficult to resist, cos you are my prays which is turn out to be answered.

I've been thinking over and over and telling my self repeatedly: "let's not fall in love. Who do you think you are."

Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
But I really mean it when I say I like you.

But after all, I have to go back to my sane and wake up from this beautiful dream that you in it.

... and some stories are better left undone.


~diendong