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Minggu, 05 Mei 2013

Thank You, ALLAH

Thank you, ALLAH, for giving me another year of life.

Thank you for all the experience of this past year;


for times of success which will always be happy memories,


for times of failure which reminded me of my own weakness and of my need for YOU,


for times of joy when the sun was shining,
for times of sadness which drove me to YOU.

Alhamdulillah~



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“You..!” I shouted his name. Shockingly.

“Hey…” he looked equally puzzled.

A man approached. A man I had known so well. Too well, that I could notice him even only from behind, in the crowd.
I laughed. Laughed on myself.

“How are you doing?” he smiled, his eyes broaden that I could even see his contractile aperture in the center of his eyes.

“Oh, would you please come up with a less complicated question?” I rolled my eyes.
“So, you’re here…”

“And, so are you..”

“Do you miss me?” Stupid question. I regretted it even before finished saying it.

He paused.

“Do you love him?” He asked me.

(“I love you..”) my answer remained in my throat.

“He loves me..” I shrugged off.

“Do you miss me?” Double stupid! I compounded my stupidity. Hail me! The queen of ignorance.

O mouth, could you just obey what the brain told you! I condemned myself in silence.

“C’mon.. let’s just not talk about it..” He hesitated.

“Why is it so forsaking hard for you to say No? It’s a yes or no question. How goddamn hard is it?!” I raged.

He sighed. Surely, no answer.

“I take it as a No.” I was proud of myself. For in the end, being smart after performing series of ridicules.

I could never figured out, why God rolled the dice randomly. Was it a sign? Did I have somewhat unfinished business with him? Or He simply wanted to see whether I had moved on, or not.


 

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