We hurt each other even in silent. We don’t need to say the words,
our eyes were filled with pain already. Maybe it was love. Maybe it was
lust. And maybe what hurt the most was the high expectation. The way we
hurt each other just to show how we loved each other was tiring, wasn’t
it? Memories fade as time goes by or gone, just like that, with no
trace. But we always remember how it hurt. I hurt you. You hurt me more.
Then we said goodbye when all we wanted to say was ‘forgive me’.The ego
has landed.
Sometimes, many times late at night, these thoughts crossed my mind, that our love was like the burning cigarette. It didn’t last that long, and filled with poison. I’m addicted to it. And when I said I’m addicted to you, it means I’m addicted to love and the pain it brings. Even the falling leaf reminds me of us. We are that leaf. Fragile and falling hopelessly, inevitable.
And so I tried to runaway. But every road and street i ran to, always bring me back to the thought of you. I travel to forget us. But every city I go, I can only imagine sharing the view with you, while holding your hand. Every street, every road, every coffee shops remind me of you. I hide inside my heart, and you’re there too. You know what hurts the most? You’re happier with yourself than with me. It makes me think I’m not worth a penny. And, I remember how we talked about our future together. We did it often.
I watched the sun set the other day, and I remembered when you whispered softly to my ear, that you loved me.
Now, I'm watching the sun set and I tellin you, I do loving you and I don't want to look back in anger anylonger.
Do i believe in unconditional love? Yes, I do.
Is loving someone means you’re sacrificing? No. I do it willingly.
I do loving you unconditionaly, and I let you go as same as you did it to me.
We are the lovers who can't be together... Anymore.
Sometimes, many times late at night, these thoughts crossed my mind, that our love was like the burning cigarette. It didn’t last that long, and filled with poison. I’m addicted to it. And when I said I’m addicted to you, it means I’m addicted to love and the pain it brings. Even the falling leaf reminds me of us. We are that leaf. Fragile and falling hopelessly, inevitable.
And so I tried to runaway. But every road and street i ran to, always bring me back to the thought of you. I travel to forget us. But every city I go, I can only imagine sharing the view with you, while holding your hand. Every street, every road, every coffee shops remind me of you. I hide inside my heart, and you’re there too. You know what hurts the most? You’re happier with yourself than with me. It makes me think I’m not worth a penny. And, I remember how we talked about our future together. We did it often.
I watched the sun set the other day, and I remembered when you whispered softly to my ear, that you loved me.
Now, I'm watching the sun set and I tellin you, I do loving you and I don't want to look back in anger anylonger.
Do i believe in unconditional love? Yes, I do.
Is loving someone means you’re sacrificing? No. I do it willingly.
I do loving you unconditionaly, and I let you go as same as you did it to me.
We are the lovers who can't be together... Anymore.
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