Princess D!

I am a Princess.

I am brave sometimes. I am scared sometimes. Sometimes, I am brave even when I am scared.

I believe in loyalty and trust. I believe loyalty is built on trust.

I try to be kind. I try to be generous. I am kind even when others are not so generous.

I am a Princess.

I think standing up for myself is important. I think standing up for others is more important. But standing with others is most important.

I am a Princess.

I believe compassion makes me strong. Kindness is power. And family is the tightest bond of all.

I have heard I am beautiful.
I know I am strong.
And I have to be happy and keep smiling, because that’s just what a princess does.

I am a Princess. 👑💙💐

2015, Thank You.

Every evening brings us nearer God. Because, Sunsets are just little glimpses of the golden streets of Heaven.....

As 2015 comes to an end, brings the promise of a new beginning.
Alhamdulillah....

2016, Bismillah~~ ^^

Diary oh Diary...

Dear You,

I've never had this feeling before
Even if I'm not used to it, it's OK
My pride needs to leave right now..

I have so much to tell you that I end up have nothing to tell.

Some loves are better unsaid. Some goodbyes are better untold...

I won't hurt either you, nor to myself.

The night passed by so silently
That kind of dream...
I don't want to have anymore.

I want to protect you and myself as well.
I've thought about this before. How many times..? Countless.

You are too good to be true. Too high to be reach. Too out of my league. And here I'am be stupefied  by you with your all.

I didn’t mean to fall in love but you made it so easy, it was somewhere between.... Umm...

I can't tell... I don't know, it's just happen.

I want to see your face, and to you, I give up, up, up, up
I can't hide or pretend anymore
Let's face everything honestly, I really sorry to say it.

How long for us to keep being connected as ordinary friend meanwhile, I'm still holding this heavy feeling?
What's there to be proud of?
If I had thrown it away earlier,
it would've been so much better?

Silently, unknowingly, pulling away
Until it becomes memory (for me)

Don't know....

Every night, you quietly come into my dreams. Yess, you are the man of my dreams, but turn up real. You are not an imagination figure. You are, alive.

Let's continue having this kind of dream self.

I'm not joking, it ain't a lie.
This kind of feeling cannot be suppressed.
I'm helpless against your charm.
But to you, I'm give up.

The you who exists in my mind is so alive and wonderful.
So unbeliveable.
Your smiling and shining face.
Makes it difficult to resist, cos you are my prays which is turn out to be answered.

I've been thinking over and over and telling my self repeatedly: "let's not fall in love. Who do you think you are."

Actually, I’m a little scared, I’m sorry
But I really mean it when I say I like you.

But after all, I have to go back to my sane and wake up from this beautiful dream that you in it.

... and some stories are better left undone.


~diendong

My Petrichor

How do you describe Petrichor?

"Petrichor is like the most comforting scent. When the rain meets the earth."

"The best part and my fav of the rain is the smell of the petrichor. It folds you like the warm hug of someone you've been longing for a long, long time. You can't help it but to smile. A smile that reaches your eyes. A sincere smile. Made of petrichor." He said.

Now I wish, rain would fall again, right now.

Hello January!

Hello January...
It's been two years, since my last post... now it's time for you to share all the wonder and great things
This special time of year brings; Soft white snowflakes that are falling, cool slow breezes that are calling you inside to get more warm cocoa's and blankets, keep you calm when the wind starts to blow fast against the windows. It will pass.
But your inner kid comes through as you slip on rubber boots. Acting crazy and insane. Not caring about the pain that's on your fingers and toes.
Happiness begins to glow as you play and act so young.
While another years begun , and January leads the way to more cold, then sunny days.
Never knowing what will come.

Hello January...
It's been a year
Now it's time for you to share all the wonder and great things.
As a new year has begun and January leads the way,
Happiness begins to glow.

January,
A place we go to let us know that our love is always true
and that we will never be blue.
A memory on the edge of time
A place where we are so sublime,
A distant dream on a midnights eve,
somewhere far from acknowledged leaves.
A time in which we fell deeper in love just like to turtle doves.
We sang our songs and gave our token
to remember one single moment.
And keep it forever in our mind. Our heart.

Missing...

I never knew that missing somebody could hurt, I say. But it does. Deep inside. Like it's in my bones. It's like... my body doesn't function normally, as it should. It's not steady. My soul, it sings numb.
I miss you...

Good-Bye

True goodbyes are the ones never said or explained.